Last one, I promise

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So last Teddy post because I am really going to relax about the situation and move on in a second… but just wanted to update quick and say:

- He stopped by.  It was good. 

- We chatted for five minutes or so.  He really approved of the donut pictures (I’ll try to scan those in at some point; I know I’ve talked a lot about them.  They are pictures of me and Mom in high-school at our job: being Dunkin’ Donuts mascots.  So we wore big donut outfits.  This is true.)

- The one high point was that he said he just joined facebook and I was like “ooo, we should be facebook friends!” and he agreed.  So that is promising.  I am going to wait a few days and see if he adds me.

- Overall, I am a little depressed feeling.  While he did come over and we had a good chat, it’s just not really that great.  It’s actually nothing… I just blew it up in my head because I’m so bored with my life overall, you know?    

So I decided that I am not going to initiate anything else with him… I think I have made it fairly obvious at this point that I am interested in getting to know him better.  I was the first one to e-mail, IM chat him, etc.  He really needs to step-up his game and do something.

So my boots are a little heavy just because our “big in-person interaction (!!!)” was not so big afterall and reality is sinking in… I just have a crush on someone who may or may not have a crush on me.  That’s all.

Also, I read over my blog posts and I am the most dramatic creep that ever creeped.

Stopping thinking about him starts now.

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