October 9, 2008...3:15 pm

Got no mojo

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1) I’m down in China town right now.  It seems like all my friends have busier, more exciting, more fulfilling lives than me lately.  I am such an evil compare-er of my life with other people’s lives; it’s super unattractive.  But this is a three-day weekend coming up and YET AGAIN I have no plans because all my friends are going places with their boyfriends or going home to visit or just doing other things (…does anyone feel sorry for me yet??).  SIGH.  I just wish something exciting would happen to ME.  Heavy boots.  

2) TF got promoted (YAY TF!!!!!) to a higher/different position in our department.  YAY TF!!!!  This is good because it means she is probably going to stay in Providence longer with me instead of moving to Connecticut in the spring (although she still might!) which was her original plan.  This is bad because I am a little bit jealous (Hey!  At least I admit it!)  because before this her and I were the same level in the company and (whine) I want to be promoooooted toooooo!!!  But I started two months after her, so I hope that my turn is coming…

3) This is the whiniest post ever.

4) Teddy e-mailed back “Yea, this I’ve got to see.  You standing next to the bag of coffee.” to my e-mail.  There was really nothing to say to that.  Grrr… come on Teddy, be more creative, ask me a question, ask me on a date, send me back a nudey pic, propose marriage, SOMETHING.

5) I’m going to NH to hang-out with my family YET AGAIN this weekend.  See, I love going there and hanging out but I feel like such a loser always lurking around.  Especially after I realized that I have plans to go there next weekend too.  So that means I was there two weeks ago, will be there this weekend, and also next weekend.  Lame.  I need to get a life.

4) But I do love New Hampshire in the fall, so I secretly don’t want to stop going up there every weekend.  But seriously, I need to get a life.

5) I should just stop writing now because I am clearly in a whiny, self-indulgent, crappy mood and am going to lose the five readers I once had.

6) Oh wait!  Kinda good news though about the apartment… I have three people lined up to look at it AND I talked to the leasing office today and got them to agree that the September and October rent that I already paid can be put towards the “break the lease fee” that I will have to pay if I don’t find a renter by Nov. 1 (I decided November 1 is my cut-off).  So that is not THAT good of news because the situation is still stressful and draining, but as I said to TF this morning, it’s at least reassuring that I am not screwing myself over by wasting time/rent while I try to find a renter.

7) Ugh.

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